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Frolic Filled Weekend IV

The weekend began with My shoot with Hardcore Tia. She wore an all leather ensemble with two black short whips. She certainly was game for some of My bondage gadgets and paraphernalia. I love her high pain tolerance. She mentioned that she has never experienced medical and watersports in her portfolio of which this area would be something to explore with her in the future.


Saturday was "An Evening with Jay Leno". He was nice and so funny. I heard several years back that in his heyday, he was a well hung stud. Funny, well hung, very well traveled and an avid classic car collector, My kind of guy. EFG.
Sunday, I took a much needed break from a well attended party of fifty kinksters. Just tired from The Playboy Reunion Parties the previous weekend and Hardcore Tia.
Anyway, next weekend, two major Balls going on.
Pictures for this weekend are posted on the new blog.

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Fun Filled Weekend III

The weekend was off to a jolly good start with the Live Shibari Performance Art presented during the Opening Reception on Friday night and during the Special Event on Saturday night. These live performances included demonstrations of "shibari floorwork" as well as "shibari suspensions".








There were still some live shibari performance art for several more days when I left but had to be off the next day to attend the two day Playboy Bunny Reunion festivities. The Playboy Bunnies are not the “playmates” who appear in Playboy magazines. Bunnies are the women, dressed in bunny-outfits, who worked in the Playboy Clubs throughout the world. The women who worked at the clubs were women with solid work ethics, manners and good conversational skills.

The last club closed on 1986, but the women had many great stories from working in that era. Many of the former Bunnies are now writers, lawyers and professionals in their own right.
The first evening of the Reunion was a complimentary cocktail party at the Ritz Carlton provided by the very generous owner Mr. Juneau. There was a silent auction to help pay for the expenses of the reunion such as authentic Playboy items from that era and also some of the bunnies who had written books on their Bunny Days.







The next night, they chartered The Natchez with a sit down dinner and more socializing. There was also Hugh Hefner's heartfelt video message to the Bunnies.  I also got to explore the engine room which was so clean that you could practically eat off the floor. And the best part of all, I ended up with several important historical Playboy souveneirs and momentoes.





Today Is The Official Steak And BJ Day And Don’t Forget The Pie

Today is the official “Steak and Blo*Job Day” according the official Steak and Blo*Job Day website. We are all for this type of education, even if the day does fall on the same day as Pi Day.


There are even a series of videos that offer to teach you some new techniques and try to help everyone involved have the best experience possible while giving or getting a BJ.. (Very informative Ie may add). You're never too good at something to learn more about it….

Check out the website for Steak and BJ Day HERE

Thawing out the cage & warming up for Mistress



There's no escaping the lure of the cage. i have taken it from the freezer, thawed it out  and i'm wearing it without the benefit of masturbation. i'm once again in chastity, caged chastity. i have only masturbated once since February 24, and that was 11 days ago, on March 3.

After my last post Mistress Cassie left this comment:


          hello diane,
                  
          you know I am going to tell you what I told you 4 years ago. ' be careful what you wish for '


  1. I am also going to remind you what I tell ALL of my callers, ' I will take you deeper and deeper, and there is no way out '

    you are a very good sissy, and I am pleased that you love Me and always do your best to be a good girl.

    you are the pussy now diane. you are pussified. a plastic toy will remind you that. this plastic pussy is the closest thing to a real pussy you will get now. you are My girly girl sissy slut. you may call Me tonight, for a session with your new toy, however, there is no guarantee that you will be allowed to cum. you must earn it.

    talk to you soon,
    Mistress Cassie


Since then i have basically been cowering, in fear of the implications of a 'plastic Pussy' session with Mistress.
This pretty much says it all, perfectly summing up my current state:

you are the pussy now diane. you are pussified. a plastic toy will remind you that. this plastic pussy is the closest thing to a real pussy you will get now. you are My girly girl sissy slut. 


Yes, more proof that i belong to Mistress Cassie.

So, the time draws near now, as my resistance is running very low and it's time to face the music - and Mistress. i will stay in the cage until i can't take it any more, then i will submit - to this Pussy:



Soon, very soon.

sissy maid diane

The irresistible call of the plastic Pussy

Well, it appears that i am at a cross roads that reminds me of a similar state of affairs back in 2008. It was in May of that year that i had my first phone session with Mistress Cassie.

i had been silently following Her website since 2003. Not coincidentally, it was in 2003 that i purchased my first plastic cock cage, The Curve. Prior to that purchase i had dallied with several leather devices and one metal/ leather contraption, called the Gates of Hell pictured below.


While The Curve proved to be the most effective and secure chastity device, they all had one thing in common. i found them very compelling before masturbation. i used to subject myself to rather short periods of abstinence, locked up, prior to masturbating. The ultimate goal was to masturbate while fantasizing about a Dominant Female (like Mistress Cassie), then put the device on after cumming.

As was the case with all of my devices, the Curve was not something i could ever lock on after masturbating. It was simple really, it all added up to this:

Prior to May, 2008 i had ALWAYS masturbated with panties and usually a slip. And after masturbating, i had ALWAYS quickly taken off the panties (and slip or girdle) - ashamed and determined not to do it again.
It was a never ending game of denial about my cross dressing compulsion. 

But the allure of lingerie, of Female Domination and of toys of imprisonment just kept eating away at me. i finally submitted to Mistress Cassie in May of 2008 on the phone. That first session was basically about the cage. i told Her that i couldn't adorn it after masturbation. i essentially challenged Her to masturbate & cage me. 

Mistress took control quickly and completely that night. Not only did She get me to cum and cage me, She kept me in my slip and panties. Those many years of shame and embarrassment of my long time addiction to cross dressing suddenly ended - forever. That night was the start of a the ongoing feminization of sissy diane by Mistress Cassie. Back then, i would adorn a pair of panties and a slip for a few minutes, and then, after masturbation return the delicates to their hidden location.

It all started with that very fateful phone session nearly 4 years ago. Now, the cage plays a central role in my femming. Yes, it is on ice - literally, but it still pulls at me. It has gone on too many times these past 4 years to stay on ice for long. It more than symbolizes the beginning of my femming, my submission to Mistress. Not only did the cage come front & center that night, but my lingerie came out of the closet for good. 

So, what's happening today? Well, there's another type of sex 'toy' that has long had my interest. The artificial Pussy. Sex toy provider's world wide have long sold numerous versions of plastic Pussy's as masturbator's.  And i have purchased a few. Here is one that i have owned for a while and have fruitlessly hammered away at numerous times:



They all have one thing in common for me. i am fascinated by them , but have NEVER actually cum in one. The idea is compelling, but for some reason i just can't cum. i need to feel the silkiness of panties, and still usually a slip. 

Now comes the fleshilght. i posted about this toy some time ago when i became quite enamored of a Model, Brandi. Brandi was teasing some guy (along with a cute Girlfriend) using a Fleshlight. So, i ordered one and expected delivery a couple of weeks ago. Well, it was on back order and it finally arrived last Friday.

And wow, was i excited. Friday night i dressed up, got in front of my computer and watched the tease & denial video of Brandi and Friend. i lubed up my new Fleshlight and went to town. It felt great, absolutely wonderful. It instantly took on the status as best plastic Pussy ever for me.  i feverishly set about pumping my clit in and out of that slippery delight. It had been several days since i masturbated and i fully expected to cum, FINALLY, into a plastic Pussy. After all these years..........

Then, a funny thing happened on the way to orgasm. i couldn't do it. Like the poor guy in the video,  i was on the edge, but no go. i guess it came down to this - it was too important a moment to give to Brandi. She is part of Mistress Cassie's hierarchy. Like any other of the many Models in my porn collection, Brandi plays a role in my day to day femming. Mistress Cassie's time is too important and She has too many sissies in Her barn to worry about the details of day to day sissification. 

So, for better or worse, here's the conclusion i've come to, with my Fleshlight in hand. This looks like a May 2008 situation. The implications of finally cumming into a 'plastic Pussy' are significant. This is not a moment for one of Mistress Cassie's minions. 

This calls for a session with Mistress. Only She can get me to cum into that artificial Pussy. i know that this looks like another 'Be careful what you ask for' moment. Mistress has repeatedly demonstrated in the past 
what that can lead to.

But i am compelled to throw caution to the wind, and leave it to Mistress to decide what comes next with the Fleshlight. Until i hear from Her, the cage is on ice and the Fleshlight is on hold. But make no mistake about it, i want that Pussy and i want it bad. i need it!


If She beckons me to the phone, so be it. If She chooses to brush Brandi aside and have me cum into the plastic i'm guessing we're entering into another phase of my femming.


If that's the case, i think i've finally encountered the perfect orifice to demonstrate the depth of my pussification by Mistress Cassie.

sissy maid diane

Frolic Filled Weekend II

The busy weekend started with The Rodeo International Party with eclectic entertainment, dinner and dancing. It reaches international countries and transcends oceans to bring the excitement of the Show to livestock producers worldwide.


Continuing on to the next evening's Kinbaku Party wherein submissives were bound for the evening and included caning, caressing, waxing, spanking, knife/gun play, blowgun, getting wet, mindfuck, torments and many other stuff, depending upon what turned everyone on. My favorite scene was the dueling Hitachi Magic Wands where the girls orgasmic screams were so loud that I had to peer out out windows to make sure nosey neighbors would not be leering.




The evening concluded with The Fetish Magazine's First Anniversary Party with burlesque performances, a Pinup Model and Fetish Model Contest, photography exhibits and many fetish clad girls.
I captured numerous images considering that I had not arrived at the anniversary party till after midnight because I was having too much fun at the the other party seeing some old friends I have not seen in several years.
I have posted images on the new blog to be enjoyed by generous appreciative individuals.

And Spring hasn't officially started. MORE XXXciting Frolixxx cumming.....
The cumming weeks gets even more HAWT........






 
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