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Friday is green sissy panty day


Today is green sissy panty day. i am more interested now in Mistress Cassie's comments from earlier today. But here are today's photo's. The cage is still very much on.





Tonight i also have on my green glitter high heels. Mistress like Her sissies in glitter.



Tomorrow night i will session with Mistress Cassie.

sissy maid diane

A comment from Mistress Cassie that says it all....



On November 13 i posted this:

A sissy shaved (again) and - finally understanding life balance

Today, Mistress left this comment, and i accept everything that She says here:




 Mistress Cassie said...






Hello diane,

Yes, you are obsessive, and have a controlling nature.

I remember how horrified you were that I was not interested in signed sissy/feminization contract with you. I told you I did not need a contract, and that I would control you with out one. I know that bothered you a great deal. 

I know that my unscheduled attention has been very frustrating for you. But now, maybe you get it. The only way for you to truly submit to Me, is for you to accept Me, My training and My methods as they occur, without predictably. What matters is that you obey Me because you know I am right, not because there is a schedule, or a list of rules. My feminization and training are all encompassing. (you may be a hunter, but you are a sissy girl out hunting, with your pretty panties on next to your skin, under neath your hunting clothes)

It doesn't matter what pictures or which women you masturbate too... it doesn't matter if you are a strong business man at work with many responsabilites. What does matter is that you know you are My sissy, submissive in all matters to Me.

Now you may learn to accept yourself as one person, you, a feminized male, with a career, a life, and a Mistress. Now maybe you will let go the constant power struggle between "pink" and "blue". you are both, and you must accept that. Put something pretty in your office a work. Something small, out of the way even, but something pretty. Something to remind you that you live in one world. My world.

Mistress Cassie.
Today i added something pink & blue in plain sight in my office. i'm not going into where these items came from, but i will say it represents this:

"Something to remind you that you live in one world. My world."

Here's a picture:


A picture says a thousand words. Mistress Cassie's message says it all.

sissy maid diane

The allure and horror of long term caging



i simply can't help it. my best cage lock stays on my night stand - always. the only key is in Canada, under Mistress Cassie's care. With each passing day now, that lock is tugging at me.

sissy maid diane

Thursday is sissy pink day



It is THE universally accepted color for sissies. It's Mistress Cassie's favorite color for Her sissies. It's traditional a color associated with the Female gender from birth. Baby boys are swaddled in blue, girls (generally are not).

my first set (of three) of Day of the week panties has two shades of this wonderful color. A pale version, and a deeper more vibrant version.

i could go on and on about:

PINK!!!!!

And, for Mistress Cassie's sissies, Thursday is pink day. Like every other DOTW, i happen to have a pink pair of 'Property of Mistress Cassie' panties.

While personally i have come to regard yellow as my favorite,largely because of the cuckold element, pink is still the standard bearer for most (if not all) of us sissies. It's a feminine color, and we are attracted to all that if feminine. What spells sissy better than P I N K?

So, here it is, my daily update of this week's chastity caging for Mistress. i woke up in yellow, but pink was already laid out for today after my a.m. shower. i even played a very quick picture game before fully dressing. Horrifyingly, i lost again. Really, the odds were pretty much in my favor this time. But i lost anyway.

The winning picture:



i have 4,316 pictures in my 'sissy' folder, many of which are repeats of favorites to increases the likelihood of them coming up while i play. This photo is repeated a total of 6 times. Not all that likely. Now, Her behind and hair are very compelling to me lately. Not compelling enough to save Her image say, 30 times, but compelling enough to play a game of "let's wear something additional today" first thing this morning.

If She comes up i wear the extras, She doesn't, i'm free except my panties & cage. Well, a bonus picture came up right away. This picture and many like it are interspersed throughout the folder. Play again. Decrease my odds.



But still, 6 out of 4,316????? But here i am.



Now, this may seem a little overly dramatic for what transpired next, but i lived with it today. Another girdle day. Unlike yesterday's panty girdle, there's no keep the cage in place benefit in wearing this girdle. The open bottom girdle is something that Mistress introduced me to, in 2008. my interest in girdles goes back to my Junior High School days. Many, many years prior to 2008, believe me. It was back in those days while i entered puberty that the occasional glimpse of a girdle, courtesy of any number of my Female classmates, played a key role in my inescapable pattern of lifetime cross dressing.

The first time i masturbated a girdled was involved, as was the image of a Sears catalog ad and one of my class Mates. The catalog was in one of my hands, the image of my class mate was in my mind. Burned into my mind as i masturbated. And so the cross dressing ship set sail.



The girdle fascination has led me to a rather large collection, which has been totally ignored for some time until this week. Bang - it's back. Why? Who knows. The sheer see through panties of the 'winning' picture game Model are well, - panties. Not a girdle. Maybe it's that growing feeling of being controlled that has girdles back on my radar. Definitely a control garment, the girdle. And i have posted many pictures in the past modelling my collection:





Anyway, unlike yesterday's yellow 'regular' panty girdle, the pink longline zippered girdle i wore today was a more challenging matter. It certainly gets my attention after a trip to the Girls room. It's simply much more distracting than a panty girdle. The fact that it's a LONGLINE means that the stern, zippered latex material protrudes above my slacks belt line. A risky proposition, even with a dress shirt and undershirt on (both white). i'm naturally long waited and sometimes my shirt isn't tucked in properly. i found myself constantly checking to make sure i had everything "in order" down there today. It would be hard to explain a little flash of pink girdle showing at work. Sigh.......

i don't anticipate a return to regular girdle wearing. But then again, it's hard for me to anticipate anything these days when it comes to my feminization.

Today's pictures:












Tomorrow is green sissy panty day. (Wow, i really, really need relief. i'll release during a session with Mistress this weekend - on Her terms of course. i will be hungrily drinking from Her feminization fountain).

sissy maid diane

It's Wednesday, yellow panty day and another day of chastity caging



Wednesday is fondly referred to a 'hump' day in many quarters. And when Thursday dawns I'll be over the hump as far a my current chastity caging goes. i'll be out temporarily at some point this weekend, then right back in after my session with Mistress Cassie.  





i was sitting in traffic a while ago on the way home and starting thinking about my 'state'. While i have been chronicling instances of the 'cage gauge' going off to certain images, the gauge went off in traffic.

This is the subconscious part of being dominated by Mistress. What i was thinking is how ridiculous it is that i am wearing this cage at all. i really don't want it on. But i wasn't forced to put it on at all this week. i have only to wear it a minimum of 4 hours every time i masturbated. Not 4 or 5 days (without the benefit of masturbation). When i was thinking about it, it's obvious what Mistress has done with Her approach to caging me. 





It's been masterfully orchestrated. She has me caging myself by, among other things, threatening to take it away. Genius, absolute genius. Something of a minimalist approach that has had the totally opposite effect. While i'm aware of what's She's doing & has done, i'm powerless to do anything about it. That's the rapid conclusion that i came to while sitting at a traffic light.

By the time the light was green the gauge went off. The cage was full of engorged, excited, nowhere to go, trapped - cock. How is this possible? It makes more sense for me to enjoy the feel of the hardening flesh against my nylon panties. But no, i get to 'enjoy' hard unyielding plastic, and get hard thinking about being caged by Mistress. By choice? Sure, i chose caging chastity this week, Mistress did not confine me. Not by specific Command anyway. Her subtle mind bending approach is much more effective than simply caging me. That's too easy for Her. 

Oh, She can do that as well, whenever She wants. It's the self caging that is really impressive to me. the cage used to be a curiosity to me. A sex toy of sorts, emphasis on toy. Its's no toy now, it's more like a weapon, a pussification weapon that Mistress has deployed.  Like i said, in retrospect i can see how She did it, but that doesn't mean i can ever hope to 'undo' it. That's the nature of a D/s relationship.

More about this later.

For today, it's Wednesday which always a cuckold day for me, as noted numerous times here. In my world yellow = cuckold. So, here are my pics in the cage with the paper with the numbered lock. i put on some extra gurly under things today when i dressed this morning. All yellow and lacy - my long leg panty girdle,  (keeps that cage in place!)



Also, pettipants, half slip and of course the panties. i added the cami, bra and heels when i got home.

Yes, today i'm feeling pantied, cucked, caged, and totally under Another's control.

Tomorrow is another special sissy panty day - pink day. That's Mistress Cassie's favorite color for Her sissies. Oh yes, i'm definitely one of Her sissies, securely locked in Her sissy barn.

More tomorrow.......

sissy maid diane

Tuesday's chastity panties and cage













Yes, it's Tuesday, another day in the cage and another day of wearing my Mistress Cassie scheduled  blue panties.This week i'll be featuring my 'Property of Mistress Cassie's DOTW panties. Yes. i have 7 of them in this particular set.

Tomorrow is cuckold Wednesday. i was reminded of my position as a Mistress' cucky in an e-mail today. Here's is an excerpt:


.....part of being  a cuckold  is  having  NO CONTROL  over what and how Mistress does things.   ;)


Well, that kinda sums it up, doesn't it?


i did share with Her that i have a new purchase due to arrive by the weekend. i'll keep that item to myself (and Her) for now, but She is anxious to see me dressed in this new wardrobe addition. Looks like another weekend picture post.


But before then,. i'll be posting daily about caging and panty chastity.


Until tomorrow....


sissy maid diane

Tuesday's cage gauge.



i'll be taking a few photo's shortly of me in my blue Tuesday 'Property of Mistress Cassie' panties. i might even put on a dab of makeup. Of course the cage is already on. It looks like there will be ample opportunity to test the cage gauge this week. It just went off when i came across this old favorite from indecisivecaptions.com while playing a quick 'picture game'.

i lost again naturally, hence the dab of make up and extra clothing for tonight's update of the chastity caging for Mistress series.

i just love Women in see through panties. So tantalizing and suggestive. An awful tease, and me stuck in my cage. Oh, my. Once again though, the cage gauge never lies. Her pretty panties and perfect behind have filled the cage.

Another post shortly, in my own panties.

sissy maid diane
 
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